[ That 'anyway' might primarily be to signal the change in topic, but it also helps signal that Zura is done with his extensive list. It's a good thing too, so Gintoki can pull himself out of the whole lot of nothing he was thinking of instead. It takes a second for him to realise that Zura's gone back to a previous topic, his brow furrowing with confusion.
Right. The Shinsengumi.
Of course he's very aware that their circumstances are different. If he hadn't decided to officially leave all of that behind him, who knows where he'd be now. Sometimes he thinks it's unfair to leave all that to Zura, even though he made the conscious choice to continue down that path and knew very well the dangers that lay there. In fact, he'd argue that all of them are more aware of the dangers than any other patriot rebels out there. Maybe he really shouldn't have to carry that alone, though.
And maybe if he still only had himself to worry about, he might've considered it at this point. But he's picked other responsibilities for himself, he has many people to worry about, and he thinks he's just where he needs to be. With a foot in both camps, in a way. Being just 'Yorozuya' to the Shinsengumi will possibly have its perks.
It's mostly the vagueness of Zura's plans to 'see what kind of a man' Hijikata is that makes it sound foreboding. Despite that, though, Gintoki will choose to be optimistic about it. Hesitantly. ]
[ Well, it's a good thing he's not! (There's also Takasugi.) ]
[ ...which probably doesn't make the whole thing sound much better, huh. ]
[ Gintoki is right, though. He's exactly where he needs to be. And it's exactly because he's back there, living his own life and protecting the people around him, that the rest of them are able to pursue their lofty goals without looking back. ]
[ Well, Takasugi's existence at least ensures that the Bakufu don't only have to worry about Zura, so. It's something. ]
Nothing special, just that I'm not sure how he'd react to you just walking up to have a chat with him.
[ Sort of prodding.
At this point, Hijikata would most likely not resort to immediately trying to arrest Zura if he actually did just walk up himself, but then what would he do instead? Of course, Gintoki knows very well the more likely scenario is that Zura has a different idea. ]
Mhm. [ He nods once, confirming their conclusion, takes a sip of the tea, and resumes his grenade building activity. ]
[ He doesn't seem to be too interested in the cupcakes, though he might eventually attempt to grab one if it looks like Gintoki is going to eat all of them himself otherwise. ]
[ But hey, that's still only five rather than six steps toward diabetes for Gintoki, so Zura will do his part the best he can. ]
[ If they don't pick a fight by the time Gintoki devours the last cupcake and the soap reruns start, they might even watch it together (with plenty of inappropriate commentary, of course). ]
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Right. The Shinsengumi.
Of course he's very aware that their circumstances are different. If he hadn't decided to officially leave all of that behind him, who knows where he'd be now. Sometimes he thinks it's unfair to leave all that to Zura, even though he made the conscious choice to continue down that path and knew very well the dangers that lay there. In fact, he'd argue that all of them are more aware of the dangers than any other patriot rebels out there. Maybe he really shouldn't have to carry that alone, though.
And maybe if he still only had himself to worry about, he might've considered it at this point. But he's picked other responsibilities for himself, he has many people to worry about, and he thinks he's just where he needs to be. With a foot in both camps, in a way. Being just 'Yorozuya' to the Shinsengumi will possibly have its perks.
It's mostly the vagueness of Zura's plans to 'see what kind of a man' Hijikata is that makes it sound foreboding. Despite that, though, Gintoki will choose to be optimistic about it. Hesitantly. ]
Yeah? Might be a little difficult.
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[ ...which probably doesn't make the whole thing sound much better, huh. ]
[ Gintoki is right, though. He's exactly where he needs to be. And it's exactly because he's back there, living his own life and protecting the people around him, that the rest of them are able to pursue their lofty goals without looking back. ]
Hm? What makes you say that?
[ If you've got something, spill it, Gintoki. ]
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Nothing special, just that I'm not sure how he'd react to you just walking up to have a chat with him.
[ Sort of prodding.
At this point, Hijikata would most likely not resort to immediately trying to arrest Zura if he actually did just walk up himself, but then what would he do instead? Of course, Gintoki knows very well the more likely scenario is that Zura has a different idea. ]
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[ Katsura makes a dismissive little noise. ]
I was disguised to interview the Guild Leaders. I can do it again.
[ How successful it was is anybody's guess, but as far as he's concerned, it worked perfectly. ]
Besides, in my experience, he is rather dense.
[ Says the emperor of density.................. ]
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[ He could say something about that, but also-- ]
That's true.
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[ He doesn't seem to be too interested in the cupcakes, though he might eventually attempt to grab one if it looks like Gintoki is going to eat all of them himself otherwise. ]
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But he supposes he can allow Zura to have one. ]
wrapping i guess?
[ But hey, that's still only five rather than six steps toward diabetes for Gintoki, so Zura will do his part the best he can. ]
[ If they don't pick a fight by the time Gintoki devours the last cupcake and the soap reruns start, they might even watch it together (with plenty of inappropriate commentary, of course). ]